An Angel Named Tootie

[Verse] Story of a kid who wanted to discover love As I write this song I still do not know how it look Anyway was in my room, msn and shit Strengthening bonds with that chick on fleek Found her thanks to Tm, told me she was a mayhem Talking till no a.m, man I wasn't playing First name Laura, always smiling, like that aura She got me losing my balance indeed she was libra My perception at that time wasn't curious I was dumb and didn't want to take life serious 2009, 14, was in 8th grade Tryna make that beauty mine you know to upgrade Started using our own words and gettin closer That smile through the webcam, man I just remember The vibration that she set into my mind, nigga Looking for a relationship but I got insomnia When she told me she was caring a leukemia I was told "75% is enough to be safe" Few weeks later, hospital to preserve her health Death wasn't here yet,so fully confident How you supposed to react when you receive a phone call Early morning, bad weather, not waking up at all And you learned that your crush just passed away While you're still a kid and all you gotta do is pray? Never been the same since that day honestly Overwhelmed heart so I got into writing I can definitely feel her soul surrounding me When I feel weak for something that I shouldn't probably School only taught me what's cool tho And Laura taught me that life could be so short I started feel misunderstood for making sorrow ink These eyes of a kid caught the air but didn't wanna blink And when you think it's the worst day you could ever have You learn that the cancer has made his way into your dad... Damn