Bad Side of The Brain

[Pre-hook] What you wanna hear Want me to talk real low, sing in your ear On how I kiss your lips, when you're near That's what you want from me, that's what you want This is what you wanna hear The darkness in my soul, see all my tears Right now your mind is bliss, I'm no where near This what you want from me, this what you want [Hook] I was going through something, when I wrote this I was going through something, when I wrote this I was going through something, when I wrote this I was going through, I was going through I was going through something, when I wrote this I was going through something, when I wrote this I was going through something, when I wrote this I was going through, (I was going through) [Intro] There's darkness in the air Do you hear [Verse 1 (ShawnyBoy's Dark, Inner Self)] She wants me to save her But I can't even save myself Crazy in the brain or insane in the membrane Cypress hill feelings let me explain Got my head all deranged I'm not feeling the same I locked this side of me away desire growing untamed I know my mom is ashamed (But I am not the same And everyone around me is the blame Consolidations ha refrain All the factors of hell you cannot change You wanna play, this is not a game) Never thought that I would change Its scary how I could learn to can talk to him But never walk to him Fear of my shadows I battle but the outcome I never win Curse God for cursing me, my strongest sin [Verse 2] You want me to save you I already did in the past But it wasn't the you that stands in front of me It was all of the past ones that turned me to the opposite of gluttony I thought you could be better Or maybe I needed to let up (But why the hell should I blame myself of enemies All my girlfriends turned to girlfrienemies And I ain't sitting here crying for your alliance Not blinded into your lying Hoping your heart is dying Cause I feed off that These thoughts come once a month I hope you bleed off that) Can't disrespect these are some good people Even if they actions was lethal Causing me to contemplate of lethal injections But in the end was I deceived [Verse 3] I was going through something back when I wrote this but that is no damn reason for me to be act hopeless That was the past and on my future I gotta focus All that dark mess is closed, I'm open Now that im never choking the darkness is never spoken They see that I'm never sloping the night that they always hoping But the sun makes me stronger cause I'm the sun of a father and the sun of a father maker I'm brightening up the ho- I'm rising To the top and I'm Fl- Eyeing Everything in my presence to stop me from my preference of acceptance I can save you with every ounce of blessings Block out your thoughts and I thought that I'll change your thoughts from remorse Like a corpse you dead from the rejoice of the ledge She wants me to save her And I can