Short (Suckish Intro)

[Verse 1] I'm sorry nigga but inspiration's a bitch Already cussing whenever I get to spit The true shit, the weirdo rapper about to spit? Of course now everybody, you know who you fucking with Shawn May, yeah that mediocre nigga But everybody like yo I'm fucking wit you nigga Where the fuck was you when I was five years old? When them little fuck kids left me out in the cold? Steady calling me a lame, yeah they put it bold Yet I was hanging with niggas who pops ain't had a hold in their heart Them niggas been there from the start They steady fucking with me though we miles apart Yea, I'm keeping it short Yea, I'm keeping it simple You should know the reason why I chose this instrumental As a weirdo rapper and a laid back kid You should know why people steady fucking with this Like [Verse 2] I see myself in a mirror Looking at the person but there was too much to differ Feeling bigger than Clifford,but thinking smaller than Jimmy Leading people like Tommy, but acting dumber than Timmy Turning into a menace Showing no type of penance Looking to the sky, I'm thinking like John Lennon Asking to be wonderful, enjoying my life That's the reason why God said to pick up a mic I'm feeling like Mike, the thrill of the night Steady slashing my demons with the J's on tight It's a wonderful kind of day, you feeling it right? Looking back at my self, the feeling is nice Beautiful music is my passion in life As a apathetic weirdo, you would've thought twice