Slowing Down

Forget what I was saying bout my back and forth sometimey foolishness That was just a young mind trying to find truth in his Need for affection Blamed it on the music shit Rappers should date singers and actresses yo that’s ludacris ..And speaking of singers Me and this famous chick kicked it for a minute We was both users ‘cause I wasn’t trying to hit it I was trying to get a verse on her album she said its finished But you still in the studio I don’t get it She said we just mixing I said bitch you can forget it Hit it Now I’m thinking that I did it She turned into a critic wanna talk about my image Said my baggy jeans might be keeping me from winning Songs with a message ain’t gon make it in this business I just started grinning gave no response She said you know the pros I’m giving you the cons Look I know I’m on an indie and I didn’t go gold but you stuck on a major that knows you can’t go bronze So they ain’t even putting you out She said you putting me out? I said you blow but everything out your mouth ain’t good I’d rather be me and sell a g Than be you and think the truth is a disease I hit it from the back so she ain’t know if I was coming or going and then I left Her label dropped her that morning I’m slowing down Do you mind if I share? This chick that I was feeling never rocked her real hair I said I’m not saying that the weave shit is wrong I’m just saying be yourself She said my husband likes it long I mean my ex, we’re separated We in her bed, I hesitated She kissed my neck I elevated I got upset you never stated that you had a dude and we been rocking twenty weeks She said its complicated see he knows that I’m a freak I ran up out that crib and me and her we hardly speak The moral of the story she’s a cheater A cheater’s a cat, curiosity kills cats and I murdered her but then I learned from her I shoulda known The way she looked so suspicious When we walked inside the room I saw her hide they fuckin picture The old Stimuli would a had a lil liquor and made her scream his name I’m insane I’m slowing down ..Now I’m looking deeper What if that was you, you could be the creeper Cool dude laid back, telling him about your past He got a girl, so you thinking he won’t cross your path Text and flirt here and there y’all joke and laugh Next thing you know, you hiding our photograph Nah f–k that I’m growing now, I ain’t waiting for the pain girl im slowing down And if it sounds like you won by default …Who cares I’m caught My young bird quit school to ball out like a model Said her dream is to be a real housewife on Bravo Patterning her world after Kandi, Kim and Nene I ain’t balling, girl at all I understand that when you see me.. Girls know you broke but they still starving See your wallet get open and they will target Took her out to dinner so annoying ‘cause her greedy ass just kept ordering, she a Drill seargent… Look I’m slowing down I’m just playing with them stories But what goes around comes right back and I kinda know that now I’m slowing down I’m slowing down I’m slowing down