Insanity

I don’t know If you are a fan of me Or I’m too conceptual, and you not understanding me I never liked Canibus No he’s not a wack emcee He was just confusing and I hope you don’t get that from me But if you do, this is my rapping plea I’m on medication, symptoms of insanity I’m having treatments as we speak No this is not metaphoric this is more like metamorphic, I get hype, upset then morbid, I just had Some morphine, and I’m forfeiting my title I just played the Biggie song with the thoughts suicidal Twelve times in succession Vic said switch professions, I applied at UPS and they was asking for a test To check my Urination, urination? I was pissed I’m the nation’s greatest rapper On the unknown rapper list shit Shit I’m not in love with violence But I dream of catching bodies I keep watching Shutter Island I be F–king smiling like the joker do Punchline rhymes where I might throw a joke or two ‘Sposed to be a joke on you, mostly though the jokes on me First name is ‘Hopefully’ Last name ‘You notice me’ My ex girl told me that she’s still not over me While I was up under her, something’s in her ovaries It’s not mine ..I be in places I don’t plan to be Can it be Can it be Can it be insanity The hurt little boy Is searching for the man in me Can it be Can it be Can it be insanity? I’m sorry yall I’m ‘sposed to stop apologizing but these split personalities be gradually arising Stimuli be on that blah blah I’m nice, I’m hot I’m fire Sha is cocky but cordial, spits sick, looks tired Then Sherod wants to stay at home, still be a writer But he has fantasies about sparking up his lighter And then burning all his furniture, computer and his tv Leaving all of his possessions thinking he don’t really need ‘em And when those three guys come together for a meeting I can see why you might not know what I be meaning You don’t see it when you turn insane Like that straight road switched into a turning lane And now I’m lost Lotta rappers thought that serving cane Or maybe saying that you dabbled in the murder game Was the answer Well for me all I heard was Kane In my head and Rakim made me burn the stage I did my dirt but the dirt lead to hurt and pain Had me writing daily trying to turn words to fame Am I there? I’m just trying to be the illest Y’all staring asking what you talking bout Willis I turned to drugs I was on that Todd Bridges So I had to quit the smoking, rather die of different strokes, than losing doe and living broke but Yo …rest in peace to Gary Coleman Mrs. Garrett had me rolling..the facts of life are There’s so much pressure that they handing me Can it be Can it be Can it be insanity? I’m rapidly rapping deep and landing 3 stories off the canopy, with a bag of trees, oh I hope you catching me Can it be insanity thinking that this chip that’s on my shoulder isn’t showing I got older now my soul is my controller Holy roller I am not but you know I told my foes that I would not just break the mold, I would Stomp a fucking hole Into the box you try to fit me in Ok I reloaded I’m unloading, then exploding then exposing what I know Can it be Insanity to wake up happily? My money’s kinda funny and it laughs at me But I don’t laugh back at he or back at she Money is a bitch, and if my salary gains calories and Makes my wallet thick, am I rich? Am I special? I be changing like the weather Is it nuts to say my album’s hot, next one will be better? And my mixtapes had their moments Gotta get my beats together, and my hooks could use some work Yea my friends say I’m a jerk And my fans say it’s hard to be a fan of me Cause I don’t have a gimmick and I’m deep and they can’t dance to me Can it be can it be can I be the antifreeze to make your system hot? No, cold yo I’m mad at me Damnit B I cannot sleep No bitch I cannot creep Trying to be a gooder man Better man Fucked up my grammar be Wonder can my grandma see Hope I make you proud Engineer this is a banging beat, can you make me loud? Thanks a lot, now I hear myself, man that’s how I sound? This is wack, if I flow too much I’ll drown, that’s profound I get down, now I’m up, something brown’s in my cup And it helps,not with health, nor with wealth, what the fuck? Why the hell would you buy shit you can have for free? Guess that’s why you download, I just lost a half a G Betting I would stop 12 bars ago actually Y’all should cut me off like an amputee can it be insanity? Always be in places I don’t plan to be Can it be Can it be Can it be Insanity? I wish that I give all the things you demand from me But I can’t