Coldness

[Verse 1: Sha Stimuli] I don't know what it was that, made me cold Had a chip on my shoulder since, 7 years old Something snapped in my way of living, hit me in my soul I started, seeing the future, I started, losing control I don't know what it was that, made me cold Had a chip on my shoulder since, 7 years old Something snapped in my way of living, hit me in my soul I started, seeing the future, I started, losing control Saw death in my hallway, gun shots woke me up Crack files every where, families was broken up Maybe it was seeing Momma crash, I was choking up Doc said paralysis, it was so miraculous Sorta like Jesus when he walked back Nazareth Maybe seeing (??) Setting off, letting off, young Black activist (??) just sick flow, captavist Caught in the web of the whip where the schools turn Six out of ten little kids into fools got One with a toolie, other two get abused and And one writing verses trying to be cool turned cold [Verse 2: Sha Stimuli] Look, I'm so cold like Andre 3000, keep browsing, had a few fiances Calling me, honking me, asking me always "When get gon' be together", I would say I wanna stay With you but I can't right now I gotta go and then She asked "Why?", I said I got a show she ask Can she come, and instead I'm saying no, I say You just did, now please, leave me alone, I was hurt By a girl that resembled you, I let her do a thing I was respectable Then she had to let my dude sleep with her, creep with her Once I saw a message to her, "Sha will never find out Maybe wanna execute?" You gotta get used to me I got an ice-box where my heart used to be I'm used to three or four chicks at a time, having lines Waiting outside, I know it's about time, I'm a change man