Life Is Not a Waiting Room

[Verse 1] I stand alone on the verge of 24 I can not doubt, I'm left unsure Everyone I know has a casket made The plots picked out, the roads are paved [Pre-Chorus 1] Do I still have time to make mistakes? Is this the point where I bend or break? Am I too far gone to medicate? Is this a birth or is this a wake? [Chorus] There was a part of me That I lost when I was seventeen I can't get back The innocence I gave to scenes In between Jersey plays Was just an act [Verse 2] I would slit my throat and blinded through my lies Desperate I am matched with two black eyes At the mouth of a river people sit With concrete shoes ready to jump in [Pre-Chorus 2] Do I still have time to chase my dreams? Or did that pass, sail out and leave? Is there still room for me to grow? Or is this feud all that I know? [Chorus] [Bridge] Sometimes I want to just give in Accept the answers without a question It's easier, I must confess To treat this life like it's a waiting room for death How can I make sense of this mess? I'll share my emptiness with a glass It's my best bet for happiness [Chorus x2]