Quickest Way to Heaven

[Intro] [Verse 1: Sean Brown] I'm a white boy living in America Black neighborhood cracker you ain't one of us Section 8 and I barely have any friends Dread going to school I never fit in Making fun of my blue eyes and my blonde hair Mom telling me son don't you ever care You better walk the school campus with no fear But she could only talk shit she don't understand my feelings Girls say I'm too white and I'm not appealing I hate recess, hate fat boy dealings Overweight we can only afford Going through new idles it's never nothing more I feel like I have nothing to live for I wanna take my life but I'm not too sure The Bible says I'd go to hell for it I wish I could fly deeper into the orbit [Hook 1: Sean Brown] Could somebody tell me the quickest way to heaven? Got no friends can't relate to a reverend I'm so young and life's so hard And all this [?] ain't tear me apart What's the quickest way, quickest way to heaven Quickest way to heaven What's the quickest way, quickest way to heaven Quickest way to heaven [Hook 2: Altered Voice] Don't do it, my friend You deserve to be here to the end You can write some [?] God has a plan, for you, for you Don't do it, don't do it God has a plan, for you, for you [Verse 2: Sean Brown] I'm a black boy living in America White neighborhood wish I could turn to dust Big nose big lips that they make fun of Dark skin at the head never get no love Brother died after like he's my angel above Pray to God to make em stop but it's never enough Mom & Pop said boy be stronger than that But every time I go to school black dis black dat I wish my skin wasn't dark, I hate myself Looking to the mirror I just wanna hang myself Am I ugly, am I not worthy Never understood why they verbally hurt me Better want to accept me cause the way I look Everyday this affects me I wish they coulda took my life Instead, my brother had to leave From the top of my lungs I scream [Hook 1] [Hook 2] [Verse 3: Sean Brown] It's not a girl living in America Eighth grade and they call me ugly Erica They call me toothpick, super skinny chick And I'm suffering from anorexia On top of that both of my parents are immigrants My dad got deported my momma is my best friend Other than that I got nobody else to turn to Everyday's getting harder imma let loose On this God white day but I'm so scared Only thing stopping me is leaving mom here I hate school I hate school I don't wanna go Everyone's staring at me like a freak show I wish I could get away somehow someway And when I go to sleep I'm praying for a better day But it never happens Everyday's getting worse It feels like I'm born with a curse [Hook 1] [Hook 2]