Slow Suicide

I'm not evil…No matter what you think of me I'm just human…There's a part of you that's just like me I have fallen…I have broken every piece Heard heaven calling…I could only reach this from my knees Now I believe! I can't let this life pass me by In a blink of an eye it ends I can't let my tomorrows decide What I am in this life It's like committing Slow Suicide! It's no secret… I can't pretend I can't forget What I've done… Every day I live with the consequences I let it beat me, Let it kick me, Let it throw me to the floor Those days are over, I'm moving forward, It can't hurt me Now I believe! I can't let this life pass me by In a blink of an eye it ends I can't let my tomorrows decide What I am in this life It's like committing Slow Suicide! So many days I chose to suffer…Living a lie So many ways I chose to die Had to feel less than nothing…Shame and suffering To see with my own eyes…I wasn't living I was committing, committing Slow Suicide I can't let this life pass me by In a blink of an eye it ends I can't let my tomorrows decide What I am in this life It's like committing Slow Suicide!