Alone

I hate goodbyes By (bye) myself wanna make you smile Say you’re at your laptop crying eyeing snapshots To not forget what I look like Try Vibering our call drops, like the wall’s caving in Say you’re not coping rain again All I think about’s You I’ll do anything and everything to prove We can see this through Sent you a message - “you’re so beautiful” Said without me, everything’s unusual And I feel the same, laying in bed for days When I hear your pretty voice all the pains away We ain’t really have a choice to stay You made me from boy to man, gave me the push that I needed then Said you seen a random couple holding hands Realised you forgot what my touch is like, I’m like damn I wanna hijack a plane and rush the sky My taste is numb my smells overcome You’ve changed me for the better in so many ways, I runaway Replaced your fingertips with whatever makes me drunk I sit and wish that I could just click and kiss you once My heart sinks, I look up to the sky And eye a building to jump from, I might as well die I’m so dumb, without you I’m nothing Why would I wanna live my life all Alone Who Am I without my Queen? I don’t know, no hope Feels like the Grim Reaper’s choking, I need a breather Though my only reasonings believed when I speak to you We were one, now our heart’s in two No I don’t really know what I’m supposed to do I really on you, on my phone I wanna throw it against the wall I’m not even at home, lying in our bed Alone Crying again you say you hope I’m Okay I’m dying and my friends don’t know what to say I crawl up in a ball, I might as well be watching you walk away I beg you to Stay, I can’t let go If you want a break, you shoulda said so Feels like I’m going mental, I’m outta breath and our bed’s cold I lay on your side for the night Blinded by the phone’s light, you remind me we been Alone for like a hundred and fifty five days And a break is the only way to wash our pain away I don’t think so, I walk outside crying and throw up Say you need some space While you’re a thousand six hundred and seventeen miles away All the words in the world can’t portray what I’m trying to say Been sliced by Cupid’s blade - excruciating pain Never thought of taking my own life until today