Dreams In Indigo

I never was a believer in love at first sight Until I took my first glance into my daughter's brown eyes I ? a new ? but it was merely a pinch Compared to my heart wrench when I leave my daughter she cries Me and my baby mama we first ? we fight If I'm day she night we live two separate lives Here's what happens when a dream is deferred And you living on prayers to make it through these times ? feeling of euphoria (yeah) said it was like Your mama pushed you into this world I pulled with all my might You came through hollering, healthy, hungry for life I couldn't hold ?? without flooding my eyes So much potential within the wrinkles of an infant So much time and ?? for one particular instant I'm speaking ?beyond? conception for instance From now on you're ?calculated? in my every existence Watch this one is ???? dream Just a small what if or at least that's what it seem right!? Little did I know you were already conceived The wild seed growing with speed starting your life See you a dream come true I had a ?rebirth? too Gained a newer perspective of what I got to do From your first inhalation of air I've been breathing with you To see it through is my purpose that's why I do what I do My house your home times don't exist Your smile my bliss it's the ultimate kiss Record your laughter into my memory ??? on trips And when I'm gone you're the ? that falls from my lips No other bond stronger than the love between permanent child Haunts you in your sleep louder than the call of the wild A single parent I am Nah that wasn't the plan Things fall apart but the part you ?? leave on my hands Put them together and pray We gonna be okay Not a day go by when you don't cross my mind I lay down to sleep, eyes closed, and find joy knowing that When I leave you say, "through rain or shine" If I should die before I wake I pray the lord my soul to take And bless my beloved with ? peace and hopes That ? life shines brighter each day: a rose To be planted in your garden of eternal sunshine and grows With the courage, knowledge, strength, and discipline To make it through whatever challenges she may face Amen..