Already Dead

I'm just a number I'm a statistic They watch me crumble When I'm gone They won't miss me I’m a number I guess I'm just a number I guess I don't feel nothing Empty inside suffering These walls are painted black And I'm just a sad portrait I see myself in mid air Jumping off the edge And no one cares Left stuck up on a web Prey about to be fed Already dead Already dead Already dead Got the hearse parked out And I'm jumping in My whole life was cursed with pestilence But tonight I scream over the silence Everything's irrelevant Life long pessimist Nothing ever had significance An affliction of indifference The beating stopped in my chest Froze Manifest the ghost Unfinished work on my soul Apparition parole Trapped in limbo I'm just a number I'm a statistic They watch me crumble When I'm gone They won't miss me I’m a number I guess I'm just a number I guess Piece by piece I'm breakin down Week by week I lose morale So close to fouling out Just wanna throw in the towel And it hurts I confess I’m just a number to them My hands are tied behind my back I've lost touch with who I am Who is that face in the glass? It's been a spiral Born in a cycle No idols I wake up daily asking why do I get stifled This can’t be final Under the gun Just wanna run And leave my body behind How can I find sweet serenades in a knife? Where my homies? No one knows me My journey's been so lonely You can’t console me Human I’m only Going under I'm just a number I'm a statistic They watch me crumble When I'm gone They won't miss me I’m a number I guess I'm just a number I guess Piece by piece I'm breaking down Week by week I lose morale So close to fouling out Just wanna throw in the towel And it hurts I confess I’m just a number to them