Kaleidoscope

I wake up knowing that you're gone Letter left inside the drawer I stare through the window window Why would I ever say Those words I cannot erase The Look I saw come on your face It's frozen there each time I blink It's my kaleidoscope of pain How would I ever save Those hearts I cannot erase I'll never know If you never gonna come back home So I'll give in to the pain that eats me from within Why would I ever say Those words I cannot erase Why would I ever say