Daybreak

(I.) Somehow You Love Me My heart is gone, it drove to the shore Swam out in the night, way out past the lines I heard that now it lives in the South Of West Central Spain, drinking off the pain Cause inside I'm broke, I'm cracked, I'm alone No hope for a change, no way to erase The world would be better without me So how could this be, somehow you love me? (II.) Fucked Up Past the Point of Fixing Stepped out to see the stars fall alone on the neighbor's lawn I held my hand up, my head down, waiting to hear your call I thought I saw your headlights in the dark driving by our house I'm going out my mind I'm giving up the fight this time Love me or let go No longer care if I die alone Whole world is waiting, watching to see when you're gonna fall 10,000 faces staring, your back is against the wall Fucked up past the point of fixing, so tell me what went wrong I'm going out my mind I'm giving up the fight this time Love me or let go No longer care if I die alone Cause in the darkness of my mind I used to dream of suicide I'm gonna pull myself out before I die I'm going out my mind I'm giving up the fight this time Love me or let go No longer care if I die alone (III.) 8 AM Now it's 8 in the morning Up all night just walking around I'm hiding out here under the window By the sink where we used to laugh all day long I wait 'til I see you walking From the bedroom down to the kitchen Fingering your hair into curls while talking On the phone resting on your collarbone Here I come again, head is hanging low You put down the phone, take me in your arms And I'm all alone with you, my love Did you hear me coming? Running over the words I said last night While wishing I never saw your eyes swell up With tears dripping down your thighs I can't let it go, I'm lost inside I can get so low, seems like there's no up And I'm all alone so take me in your arms Knowing I'm the one (IV.) Zig Zag I turn around to say, "How could you still love me?" Sun is shining, lighting up your face You stare off into space, not knowing what to say Searching for the words to set things straight So I say, "I'm a zig zag, sideways upside down, out of my mind What's the point of living if we're all just born to die?" You say, "Why, why ask why?" I say, "I get fucked up." You say, "Delusional." Somehow will you still open your arms? "Come with me." you say, we step outside to face the sun Yesterday I dreamed that it would all burn down to dust (V.) Daybreak Take a breath, turn around See the sun come through the clouds The light alive in your eyes Standing here by your side Arm in arm under the sky I know I want to hold on The letters left on the lawn The shadows crawling the wall The mirror shatters and falls I've been lost for so long No more will to carry on So dark and dead and diseased Nothing left in the end And to pray is to pretend I'm tired of trying to believe So can we learn to forgive? I want to hold you again Can we remember our love? I can get so low, seems like there's no up And I'm all alone so take me in your arms Knowing I'm the one