Surrender (A Second to Think)

[Saul Williams] Well, there're two ways I can say this And one would be: fuck you! And there're no two ways around it Because one would be untrue (Because) I love everything about you... But I don't want to be around you [Hook: Saul Williams] If you control my heart, will you control my brain? If I give in to you, will it still feel the same? Cause I want nothing more than to be here with you If you fulfill my dreams, will that fulfill you too? I need a second I need a second to think I need a second [Saul Williams] Now, the other way to play this Would be mellow, light, and, cool Poetry and meditation Higher ground and higher truth (Because) I love everything about you... But I use everything to doubt you [Hook: Saul Williams] If you control my heart, will you control my brain? If I give in to you, will it still feel the same? Cause I want nothing more than to be here with you If you fulfill my dreams, will that fulfill you too? I need a second I need a second to think I need a second [Saul Williams] I found the spot where truth echoes and know each beauty mark by heart But I just can't keep her still enough to render perfect art Cause the truth is ever changing and although she loves my touch I've had my way, but I when I pray, she kisses back too much And it's hard to feel real gangster when you're always getting kissed But you jump at every pucker, cause your fear of getting dissed I try not to fight the parts of me that want to kiss her back Egos should be illegal, mine just don't know how to act He tells me I don't need her that I should walk this path alone She's make believe, she's up my sleeve I'd do better with a clone But could it be, it seems to me, that she's my other half My inner-Tarzan monkey girl, raised mainly by giraffes And besides, she makes me laugh Cause deep down I think she's stupid But deeper down, I'm just a clown starting bar room brawls with cupid Like, "Fuck that naked baby angel, doll, yo, 2 more buttery nipples" And God just re-invents herself, as ice-cubes in my ripple