What You Don't See

[Intro: Saint Anthony] Let me get this off my chest Let me run through this Yeah [Verse 1: Saint Anthony] Let it be known That I tend to confess when there's hella weed smoke Lost a lot of friends that I tend to keep close Saw a lot of shit for the time I went ghost And it would be a lie To say that I ain't haunted Every now and then by everything that sits up in my mind Phone calls from prison Nel was on the line And that's why I spit these bars is if I was up inside Uh There's shit that I legally can't speak of Know a few that went in that room and they chose to speak up I could tell just by the guilt that's in their voice There is not a bit of naivety in my noise I show my love to Alex 'cuz I know she never doubted Always held my brother down and made sure he was kept poised And for that I thank you, you're a blessing It's more than how I feel man it's really some confessions [Hook: Saint Anthony] Yeah I got some issues I tend to miss you Let it all go (x6) [Verse 2: Saint Anthony] And let it be known That I got a black heart that has never seen hope It hurts to even smile All because of her High school days man it all was such a blur That's where it all blossomed We grew on one another Seen love turn rotten We're thru with one another Everything we had in common Had suddenly diminished I threw away the gifts and I burn't up every image But I can't say that I'm proud I rather you around I hate being alone Hear the silence getting loud Could find you in a crowd But when we're out in public We are nothing more than strangers No time for a discussion I guess that's how it goes I guess that's how it happens We just keep on passing as we're blind to what our past is And man I'm so tired wanna put this all to rest But my mind keeps spinning so I just