Troubled

[Verse 1: Saint Anthony] It's safe to say that I've lost it You haven't seen me in days You really don't see me often I'm crazy, I'm 7:30 I'm satan, I'm triple 6's Still angels feel that I'm worthy An everlasting effect I'm poisonous yet I'm ointment I'm healing all of your stress Alcohol and a joint lit I mix them until my death They tell me I could do better I tell them this shit's the best Maybe I'm just addicted Maybe I've been afflicted Demons all on my mind and they're corrupting my vision TV is telling lies corrupting all of the kids And the parents that choose to listen Welcome you to the system Feels like I'm being watched Private eye on my family, fidgety I am hot Stuck inside of calamity, get me out of this spot Save me from where I'm headed Swear none of this is embellished And in my brain it's embedded Yeah [Hook: Saint Anthony] Lost in all the smoke Ain't nowhere to go 'Cuz I've been on my own Ain't no one as Troubled (x6) I think I'm just Troubled (x6) I think I'm just [Verse 2: Saint Anthony] Madness is what I'm made of Look what madness created It put these facts on these pages Well history keeps repeating These Edgar Allen Poems I'm writing won't get deleted From my life and what I'm leading 'Cuz really I fucking need them These vices keep exciting off pleasures I just keep feeding I'm up like every night 'cuz I never could get some sleep in I try to make it right, but I make it right in the deep end A schizophrenic who's got insomnia and is haunted by Everything that he's seen Everything that he knows Yeah this world used to gleam Yeah this world used to glow Used to be but a dream not it's a dream that is broke When did it get like this Time it is of the essence you better count all your blessings And stack up all of your chips The storm is on its way I could feel it call in the drift Just take a look at the sky we fallen victim to its Eye