This Way Always

Need to find just one thing To believe, to make it through Just today, just for now That has nothing to do with you I guess I miss you Just as much as I don't like you Like I hold a little time I just can't grab on to Or even find I'll just say, I'll just tell you I feel awful when I'm around you I'll be screaming when I walk away thinking of your face I wish I loved like I did Like you use to It's overwhelming I feel backwards when you leave Cause I don't fit in here And you never know Cause I don't fit in here And you never know I might feel better if I hit somebody Instead of just admitting that I need somebody Guess I always thought I'd have you to hold onto And now you're gone I need for you to look at me And feel alone, and feel bad And all the times you thought you cared (This is the only way I'm ever really getting through you) ??? Cause I don't fit in here And you never know Cause I don't fit in here And you never know And it feels this way always Every time you come around here And it feels this way always Every time I open my mouth And it feels this way always Every time you come around here And it feels this way always Every time I open my mouth And it feels this way always Every time you come around here And it feels this way always Every time I open my mouth