Stigmata

[Verse 1] Sometimes I lay back, think about them soft lips Before the hard times, the losses Lost faith due to crosses The double kind Two faces, huddled mine With the prettier, I had to whisper Didn't want to wake the demons Told you wait for me and When the sun falls, I fall too In the autumn, when I would call you On that motorola razr You either w[h]ine or you chase[he]r Hard headed but I still cradled that crater Catered Stubborn girl, I know you loved me Even though you wouldn't trust me You would rock those 7s I would call you my lucky lady Lady luck fucked me! Like saying prayers in Vegas Or yelling for help in the desert covered in layers! Even if anyone heard my plea they'd say I deserved the struggle You disagree, we fell apart, you say I deserved th-th-the I don't mean to stutter! But we were lovers! Saw you and said 'I had to get' Gave me yo number I sent you alphabets I close my eyes in these open letters Shed tears and curse but I hope for better You were more than beretta Dime, from nine to nine I need love like LL in '87 It's been 6 since The break and these years I've Been fixing to take 5 b4 I settle down and when that time comes It don't take 3 2 see that you da 1