Head Rush

I'm tired of compromise I tried to get through to you, but your walls are too thick And everything I throw, just comes back again I tried to talk to myself, but the words don't mean a thing When my head tells my heart, there's no bargaining Feels like you're made of stone, and I'm just skin and bone A live reminder that I wasn't enough for you I tried to disengage, I tore myself a new page And told myself, that I still wasn't enough for you Get some perspective and think before you speak next time Less overreacting, you were blind I was fine, I thought you'd see that in time I was always there and you were always listening, or so it seemed? Or so it seemed? We've never seen eye to eye This is a wake-up call, for every single morning You've had me crawling back And If I start again I know I'll be much better But better isn't what I had Forgive me for stepping out of my place, you were the only one left with a smile on your face When I was low and in deep, you found it in me You found it in me All I wanted was an honest reaction, just to get some peace of mind Get some perspective and think before you speak next time Less overreacting, you were blind, I was fine, I thought you'd see that in time I was always there and you were always listening, or so it seemed? Or so it seemed? If I told you what it meant would it make any difference? If I told you what it meant would it make any difference? And if I told you what it meant would it make any difference? And if I told you what it meant would it make any difference? This was for you