Driven to Destruction

I don't know where to begin Feel a cleaving in my mind I can't get my act together Buzz in my head is too loud I know something's wrong with me It's starting to burn out my soul But i feel so weird in here When you just sit, listen and nod All my life I've been trying to deny and deceive myself Sense of insecurity Restlessness The turning out Hatred for my inner chaos And the color of your couch I've just had this trouble all my life Of getting out what is inside Now i run But cannot hide No matter how much i do for them No matter how much i do for myself No matter which way i look at it Fulfillment passes me by Distracted inner self On the brink of chaos Lost it's way Impatient inner self On the brink of chaos Lost it's way Distracted inner self I'm tuning out Impatient inner self I'm spacing out Distracted inner self On the brink of chaos Lost it's way