Wishin

[Verse 1: Rittz] I wish that I could write I wish I didn't drink Have to do drugs just to concentrate and think I wish that I could sleep, I never got a wink Gotta work a double when I finish I'mma stink And my feet keep throbbin I wish that I could rest Wish I woulda finished school I never shoulda quit Wish I didn't blame it on my parents Disappearance of my father traumatizin' wish he never woulda left That excuse is getting old So is doing drugs Reefer got me paranoid, so is doing bumps But I still got a dollar bill to my nose snorting clear off a mirror Man I wish I had a gun But once again I bluff cause I really wanna live I just wanna hug and a kid from my girl but she left And my bed feels empty when I'm in it Ain’t a minute passin by that I dont wonder where she is More than a couple of my friends done drifted Far from each other homie I just wish that We could travel back in time and just re-live it;For a minute When did we become so distant Its been sunny outside and I'm high and wishin it'd rain When I'm visitn memory lane and I'm wishin this Whiskey will whisk me away in the daylight [Hook] Wishin while I'm walkin on this lonely road And I'm wishin you were by my side [Verse 2: Rittz] Miss you when I'm gone, Gotta hit the road I be gettin throwed every city is a blur I kill it on the stage, takin pictures with these girls afterwards But I really just be wishin they was her And I wishin she'd believe me Wish I didn't read the, negative comments that everybody wanna leave Underneath the songs that I put up on the internet I'm finna let it bother me, a part of me just wishes they would leave me alone My journey wasn't easy to get here, I wish that they could see how far I came I wish I had a street team, G's for some T-shirts and CD's I barley got a dollar to my name People thinkin that I'm on My inbox fillin up with features and I wish I could respond My phone keep ringin, friends sayin that I'm changin When I finally get a minute to myself all alone I be drunk My alarm goin off in the mornin, I been snortin all night I wish that I could hit snooze Got a song I'm about to leak, I wish that I was enthused But apparently I gotta diss dudes to get views Sick of sittin on the back burner with a lit fuse They sayin it ain't my turn yet I'm sick of these music industry Motherfuckers bullshitin When the truth is ain't no rapper fuckin with me Feelin like Im gettin used Thats another excuse I wish that I was them I wish I had a tour bus The car that I be in Ain't got no air condition and I'm wishin there was wind I can't afford a shirt I gotta wear this one again Man I wish someone would send a box of some free shit I'm wishin I had a bigger buzz I've been tryin so hard to make it happen with the rap But for now I make it happen with the drugs Now what Wishin while I'm walkin on this lonely road And I'm wishin you were by my side Wishin (X3)