Intro

(Suge White Shot me) [Japanese Intro] 주님 이제 오늘 사하시고 은혜 주심을 감사합니다 [Verse 1] Dear Lord, thank you for letting me be here to see another day again I'm grateful to be alive, God bless the souls that came and went, I'm so lucky... To have a good family that loves me Please let my girl, know how much I love her Sorry that we're both so unhealthy I feel so guilty... Every time I pray I feel like I ask you to help me I don't pray with the hopes to get wealthy I just want success, I know it sounds selfish I've always been a screw up... I finally got the chance to fix it I signed a record deal after all these years I wish I was more optimistic, I'm really just scared... What if they don't like what they hear? What if I don't make a career out of music? What am I supposed to do then? I'm always getting judged... I hate to see my face in the mirror I done wrote about everything, so many times I don't have inspiration to spare I'm barely even here I've been out on the road And I feel like I've been gone all year Even when I'm home there's so much pressure to be Rittz It's hard to feel like I'm all there So many wish, they could rap for a living So complaining about it, it's unfair Some days I feel like I've been living in a dream Other times feeling like a nightmare And I need some ideas Cause I got a bunch of songs to write And I'm feeling like my future all depends on this Gotta rid myself of mental blocks and censorships Gotta get some confidence back in my penmanship I don't wanna disappoint the fans who listening Cause they expecting something incredible in the end Without them, I'm nothing as I begin to get my stride back I remember when I was a kid And my dad, he would teach me how to play the guitar Me and my brother would pretend that we was in a band Musicians in my family was dreaming to be stars Only to condensate to something that you didn't attend, at music Must've been playing, I'm the chosen one So I'mma quit tripping and get behind this mic and rhyme Amen, Slumerican Strange Music The Life and Times of Johnny Valiant