Curious

Imagine if life was a game Imagine if all of this is fake Imagine if everything ended And we go to Heaven and meet all the greats Imagine if there was no Drake Imagine if there was no Wayne Would rappers be garbage? Would people be rappin'? Will everyone still sound the same? Man, nobody knows it, all of a sudden I'm overthinkin', sound like I'm trippin' Came to the States, feel like I'm goin' Lindsay Taste of fluoride in this water I'm drinkin' I don't know why I don't make friends in this business Seem like they all wanna win but not with me Went to a party in hopes for some kisses Girl and her friends and they lookin' delicious I came up to 'em, there was four of 'em There was one of me, I liked all of 'em They liked none of me All this bubbly got me stumblin' Talked more with the one girl with the pretty fit 'Cause I saw through her and the wall she built She actin' all that, her friends were all wack I asked why she bein' cold to me And she said she don't like guys like me Oh, you mean smart and funny and has a big dick? And doesn't have to fake shit just to fit in Maybe we're not meant to be acquaintin' 5'9", confidence through the roof Not to mention I'm 19, so are you We both still got lips, let's put it to use Then we smashed that night, she gave me the flu, ayy (That shit was not worth it) I got sick and sad, man, it gave me the blues I started thinkin' 'bout life, all the shit I been through At 14, when I didn't have friends or school Or when I thought nachos was Italian food When I thought smokin' cigarettes would make me cool All the nights that I spent in my room I guess we could always improve I miss my family, miss my home Wish I could visit a little more The journey's 20 hours, flight too long I only get to see 'em on my phone Time does fly I went from good wine to seein' tears in my mom's eyes I don't blame her, though She used to feed me, now I live alone Doin' things she don't know about But I'm always her angel (Always her angel) Man, I wonder what my mom was thinkin' When she realized that her son's a little too famous A little too anxious Went from havin' no friends, now he's singin' on stages I'm her youngest son She just hopin' that I know what to do with my paper When I think about it, shit I don't know how I could live without it I just bought some shit at the grocery Some coconut water and some frozen meat This gotta be good for my dopamine Sometimes I still miss the nicotine I've been nervous and vomitin' Doing shows don't even sound fun to me Told the crowd that I have food poisonin' Had a trash can side of the stage for me Man, I don't know why it happened to me But I think I'm right where I'm supposed to be I think it's meant to be, I mean, I think I'm meant to be Put a kid with a dream in a room full of books He gon' read even though none of it's understood, ayy Shouts out to the ones doin' things Everyone was afraid or unable to do, man The world needs more of you, the world needs more like you And I heard that the simplest choice that you choose Ain't simple, it's actually huge And the older I get, man, the more that it's true Don't believe in the hate, just believe in the truth I don't spend the bread, I just know how to chase it If the difference isn't here, I'll make it No, I do not live for validation Fuck your comments and your mama's basement Always rich because that's what my name is Greatest days are on a daily basis RZA's fuckin' with me, man, I made it If I could, man, I would never change shit