Let Me Leave

Sometimes I just don't wanna breathe. Leave blood all over my sleeves Suicidal fantasies come around too frequently. & I see The world for what it is, not what it isn't Agree, this dream, I would die to re-live it & I'm slipping into darkness This constant draft permits no flames & I'm not ashamed of the hardships Sometimes I fall down wishing wells & I wish you well Bitch, you tell people things you shouldn't, now they wish you hell Someone pass me a fucken life vest cuz I'm drowning in this self pity. I don't Mean to be so negative on all my tracks but that's my fucken mind state so I'm sitting Upside down, right side up, sideways Thinking that you understand, you'll never see it my way My fangs I keep hidden, no jealousy permitted The poetry that I write is my life & I really live it Just let me leave all this depression & anxiety within' me Just let me leave. There's a whole n'other side of me that you can't see So homie, just let me leave all the depression & anxiety within me Just let me leave. There's a whole n'other side of me that you can't see I swear I've been blacking out, having crying spells Wake up in the morning like, "What did I do?" & I can tell It's taking a toll on mind, body & soul & I've been feeling this way since I was like 7 years old "Just shake it off." "Don't be depressed." Hate waking up. & stress- Literally feel it in my neck. Pivoting, tryna find the best outlet For my anger, for the rage that's inside of me & I know that truth can hurt but damn, I hate it when they lie to me Don't try to be a 'substitute,' bitch, I was not deprived Just coz' my daddy left me & my mom had to provide Deep inside... shit, it's coming out ! 13 bars, shit, I'm running out ! I'm young, dumb & restless, there ain't nothing I can't run around So don't come preaching to me thinking that you're gonna save me Bitch, I'm not a baby. 21 & crazy. That's how Satan made me. Look at me sinning ! The poetry I write is my life & bitch, I really live it Just let me leave all this depression & anxiety within me Just let me leave. There's a whole n'other side of me that you can't see So homie, just let me leave all this depression & anxiety within me Homie, just let me leave. I swear there's a whole n'other side of me that you can't see So let me leave ..