Lost Boy

I'm driving on state lines pretending you're standing there But I know your feet will never be where my eyes fall again Moving on is something I've always had trouble with But this year I swear I'll get past it If I had a backyard I would bury all my memories of you in it Everything that we had would die right down in the dirt I wish I had the guts to say this to your face But the past five years took everything I had and ripped it out of me You used to make me feel like I was something Now you make me feel like absolutely nothing I want to fall asleep and wake up four years ago We were just kids who didn't know what love was Or what we were digging ourselves into I want to know if you ever hear All of these sad fucking songs I write about you I wish I had the guts to say this to your face But the past five years took everything I had and ripped it out of me You used to make me feel like I was something Now you make me feel like absolutely nothing I know you probably hate who I've become I'm just young and stupid But that's the way I always want to be Forever a lost boy with bony knees Forever a lost boy with bony knees Forever a lost boy with bony knees Forever a lost boy with bony knees