Suicide Note

[Verse 1: Ray Endeavor] Suicide Note, tryna keep my eyes closed Ducking the worlds troubles, so I don't begin to fumble I'm keeping out of sight so my presence just lies low Fuck everybody around me just a bunch of fakers and psychos I really don't care whether or not my message gets across It's a pointless waste of energy that winds up getting tossed So why do I even try? In a couple years I'm about to die A Pessimistic way of living is the true form of sinning Winning was never an option, my soul is constricted with yellow tape that says "caution" So i feel I just lost it, but back to my reality, fuck all the formality! Thnking to myself, What do I have to do to earn a decent salary? Goddammit!, I'm runnin out of options, claustrophobic talkin My mind is gettin boxed in, to every young man that had doubts about the outcome A simple answer is down the barrel of a gun, and one [Hook 4x: JayRod] Lifes a bitch, and then you die Thats why we get hiigh Cuz you never know when you're gonna go [Verse 2: Ray Endeavor] Suicide Note, tryna keep my eyes closed Duckin the world's troubles, so I don't begin to fumble Who the fuck am I to despise all of the lies That I try to keep inside, when the truth just hurts the most Making me wish I was comatose, So i don't feel all the pain big or small Don't make a difference to me, its all the same Everybody tellin me that the rap shit won't work for me That it's Tomfoolery They tell that the time of success is too soon for me Well if its true, then I'll be dead by the age of 23 Up in the sky, on the far side, listen to Pharcyde hoping that I never (DROPPPPP) Cuz life never stops, once you leave this world It's easier to die than it is to be alive I could get my knees to floor, or liquor on my lips Dive into money, surround myself with chicks But if I'm gone tomorrow then it don't mean shit So its Fuck what ya'll say and you can suck my dick! [Hook: JayRod] Lifes a bitch, and then you die Thats why we get hiigh Cuz you never know when you're gonna go