Lost (sloth)

[Hook] I ask people for directions but nobody ever told When to stop, when to move, what to say, where to go Man I'm lost Lost in my thoughts and my soul I was put out on this journey but got lost on the road I ask people for directions but nobody ever told When to stop, when to move, what to say , where to go Man It's dark Dark like my heart when it broke I was put out on this journey but got lost on the road [Verse 1] State of depression I'm blazing tryna tame my aggression My spirit is dead, I'm at the wake like I'm paying respect I'm Tryna be patient Am i waiting or just wasting my seconds? Got all these dots, but got no way to connect em I wish I erase my reflection Feel like the fifth wheel on a car that's headed to nowhere Somebody navigate my direction Blank staring into space with no facial expression 'Til I attack a blank page with a faithful confession Angels in heaven know my church is the streets The mic booth is my confession booth, the world is my priest And so I'm begging you to turn when I speak And just listen as I'm attempting to unburden my grief Try to accept the truth, it hurts so I seek For excuses, fuck I'm a loser Cause dude I'm stuck in illusions Takes years to build trust for the future But only suspicion, not even proof to destroy it But who can avoid it Brick walls all around me Get taller from the ground As I cement my thoughts Feel it tumble down like a deck of cards They say only the dead see the end of wars I'm still fighting, am I close to the end at all? With zero visibility Desperately tryna turn this chaos into tranquility Feel like a tank drilling me Tryna withdraw from a blank memory bank, silly me I set my feelings free Like a bird from a cage, I don't think I dream Separate the mind from the heart like a guillotine And though I try still I feel I'm falling short Dear Lord, show me the way or forgive me if I get lost [Hook] I ask people for directions but nobody ever told When to stop, when to move, what to say, where to go Man I'm lost Lost in my thoughts and my soul I was put out on this journey but got lost on the road I ask people for directions but nobody ever told When to stop, when to move, what to say , where to go Man It's dark Dark like my heart when it broke I was put out on this journey but got lost on the road [Verse 2] State of confusion I'm racing try escaping from Judas I'm slain with contusions on my face, no erasing these bruises Internal bleeding, feel my pain, i ain't making excuses But my mind is running wild like its being chased by intruders Different races influenced I pray to Christ, but I strive to blow like a Muslim so I grind till my paper Jewish The way to explain it to you is Kinda like shawty shaving her pubics Devil's in disguise of an angel that's prudent Mistakenly blaming the student as I learn from my mistakes So i urge to use the brakes The racing is useless No silver spoons, I'm at a fork in the road This knife that you calling life's in my soul I got enough on my plate I might panic As I hit rock bottom like Titanic Feeling restless like my Sabbath I cry drastic Why lie, the rhyme's candid Till I die and i lie in my casket But I try to bypass it, been through it With anchors attached to my ankles tryna swim through it Why did I jump on Noah's Arc when it rained I should have stayed and let the fucking flood wash me away A tough face, but in my heart I'm afraid My heart's filling up with fear like sinking boat just fills up with water, I pray And I feel I'm sinking Sinking to the bottom as I'm shrinking Shrinking to a toddler or an infant God has been so distant Ironic, cause the smaller i feel, the closer He gets It goes against my instincts And tho I try, still I feel like this is sloth Dear Lord, show me the way or forgive me if I get lost [Hook] I ask people for directions but nobody ever told When to stop, when to move, what to say, where to go Man I'm lost Lost in my thoughts and my soul I was put out on this journey but got lost on the road I ask people for directions but nobody ever told When to stop, when to move, what to say , where to go Man It's dark Dark like my heart when it broke I was put out on this journey but got lost on the road [Outro] It's just a written reflection of my inner expression Taking my soul into another dimension Its Pentagon