Addiction Cycles

[Intro] ...Not using for an entire year, really [?] on me, and we're gonna be looking at , uhm, what that's about, what we call an addiction cycle and breaking the cycle... What then? [Verse 1: Quelle Chris] I got many shades, I'm [?] I'm over this body, I rather go rap These bitches is dumb, miss, these niggas is wack I cook a new drug, it's better than that I had a disease, I couldn't connect They call it MC, go ahead and inject, like that You feel better now? Ease into it Your mama and your papa told you: "please don't do it", right? But you hooked onto it, right? It's better than sex, you melt to the way Tomorrow was today, and today was... The sound of the rain The [?] of a [?] The bust of the beat The stroke of the snare The grip of the hand The taste of a sound The side of a smell, inhale You are officially down... [Verse 2: Cavalier] The same shit that make you grow Be the shit that break your bones, though Between success and death I live, but [?] My dreams score to a mean heart solo Mission complete, give me some feat to walk this road [?] Still hit you two cromos Folks getting old, mom's getting [?] of volvo Heart grows as marble, cry diamond tears, bleed rubys Loose feet got tar hills Don't confuse what you call my art With just how my heart spills We could [?], prophets of this modern day spill Truthful for thoughts, a holyday meal That keeps you from being the corpse in the corridor cells Open that bag, a few words let a cutter stab A movement on Earth for merely running the back Record spinning revolutions The milk and honey, recovered in wax The way the moon, breakin' through the clouds To make another room, from they need no browns Separate the ways how They was putting you down... [Verse 3: Quelle Chris] I got many shades, I'm [?] I'm over this body, I rather go rap These bitches is dumb, miss, these niggas is wack I cook a new drug, it's better than that I had a disease, I couldn't connect They call it MC, go ahead and inject, like that You feel better now? Ease into it Your mama and your papa told you: "please don't do it", right? But you hooked onto it, right? It's better than sex, you melt to the way Tomorrow was today, and today was... The sound of the rain The [?] of a [?] The bust of the beat The stroke of the snare The grip of the hand The taste of a sound The side of a smell, inhale You are officially down... [Outro] Oh, I know what you're describing what happened to you said it's uh, you'd been possesed, (laugh) you said you were possesed [?], I don't particularly know what I was possed by, but uhm,... You described that the possesion being the addiction, that my addiction actually isn't [?] a life of its own, and it's not the devil, you know it's not all this other stuff you have around possesions, but it's that my addiction has this voice and its a very powerful voice that has its own personality and gives me directions, and so, no matter what I say, at some point during the day, this possesion or this personality or this addiction, suddenly becomes stronger, and it takes over the part that says I'm not gonna use anymore, and most of us find that we are willing to quit our addiction, but we don't know how not to use anymore, and that's it, thank you, see you later...