Summit, Pt. 1

[Verse 1] We all got some fuckin' mountains of our own Shoutin' at the ground that's down below Shoes plowin' through the snow where all the flowers used to grow In my surroundings, I'm a speck, somehow amountin' to the whole And in these moments, I've never felt both so small and larger than life Thinkin' to myself, "Just don't fall from the largest of heights" [Refrain] And I've been lookin' at the summit They say we're halfway there, I think we're halfway from it [Verse 2] It's been the longest run, path has been a rocky one Happy I got my foot out the door, but it was a revolvin' onе Imposter syndrome kickin' in, my thoughts don't wanna stand still Thinkin', "How I am a borin' white man who has fuckin' stans still ([?]) Whilе my whole generation's fuckin' lonely and depressed (That's real) With a world that's gettin' colder and repressed?" (That's for real) Like we're supposed to reach this quota for success without sayin' a fuckin' word (Yeah) If life's a test, it doesn't seem like it's graded on a fuckin' curve So now I'm movin' on, move along, tied up and my shoes are on Got more conspiracies for how I did it than fuckin' QAnon And look at who I'm provin' wrong, me and my boulder grew a bond They still gon' shamefully listen pretentiously on my newest song And I'll never please everyone, had to come to terms with that Feelin' like I'm never done, I'm still tryna work on that [Refrain] 'Cause I'm still lookin' at the summit They say we're halfway there, I think we halfway from it [Verse 3] Yeah, and you were there for me (Mhm) When I swallowed it, thank God that it was you that shared the key And I will cherish all that time, way more than you could ever see Wasn't fair how I relied on how much you accepted me 'Cause I know you got mountains of your own, I gotta help you climb And I feel guilty I spent all this time tryna work through mine Thinkin' 'bout how perfect it gets Arguin' 'bout whether TikTokers deserve the success, this time, you deserve it the best And I know these days just aren't those days But honestly, "These Days" still hits on most days 'Cause I love you, but I see it in a different view When you're away, the memories play in a different hue To convince me, I fell in love with a different you But no matter how long distance, I know that shit just isn't true [Refrain] Because we're- we're still lookin' for the summit, uh They say we're halfway there, I think we're halfway from it [Instrumental Break] [Verse 4] When the ambient wind was like deafening applause Right in plain sight You and I When the camera tries to focus For so long, you miss the moment It's too bright Little light And we climb towards the peak In the coldest of nights I'll hold you tight You and I [Instrumental Outro]