Guilt Trip

How many times have you lied to my face I can't confront you and it's better that way And how many bulbs must I break 'Till all my filaments rust and decay And I can't explain Anything anymore anyway Now that you're gone I'll be back on my own Giving it all up to leave you alone And if I had my choice I would come back soon I never wanted to How many times have I lied to you If I was drunk when I said it It might have been true I know Now that you're gone I'll be back on my own Giving it all up to leave you alone And if I had my choice I would die by your love I know it wasn't enough (One two three four five six) Why would you speak If you don't know Got a little bit Of my self-righteous attitude Now that you're gone I'll be back on my own Felt her a- Fucked her a- Left her alone If I had it all In the palm of my hand Don't even ask cause you won't understand