Please Do Drop Dead

[Hook] This one's for those who didn't believe I took my time, I found my feet And now I sit in the throne I claimed You waste your time, I waste my space This one's for those who called me out Who called me names, who put me down This one's for you, you gave me strength To all my enemies [Verse] I got really sick of myself one day It took a glimpse in the mirror and a sudden wave of hate Filled my body from my head to my toes and I loathed Every part of what was me, from my face to my clothes To my stupid fucking eye that always looks closed To my stupid fucking hair, it was long, so I'm told It was too long, it was too short, which is was I don't know But it was wrong, really wrong, so was I, I suppose So I cut it, on the floor, there it lay but hair grows It came back, it attacked they attacked, what that shows Is the fact, that my knack for knowing what I knew Was on point cos oh boy, I hate me, they do too We were right I was scum, I was a waste of what is I was nothing, just a waste, I was a bastard as a kid I grew up quick, a fuck wit and I'm sorry for existing Wanted to kill myself so much, it still bothers me I didn't [Verse] Ready to Die, like Chris if he gets seen I stopped seeing shrinks, the prick didn't get me I stop taking pills when he asked about my breakfast I told him toast won't run out, I told him only bread did The fucker didn't get it, he didn't even laugh a bit So I stopped going back, I figured I could handle it Fuck fluoxetine, yeah fuck medicine My head is very precious and nobody is getting in Nobody is getting Sick, 'cept Sick myself the irony Is I'm so very sick now, and all I want's a life to leave I mean live, but heck I'd leave if I could care some more I'd be honest but see honestly I'm afraid to bare my core So I just sit and write my songs, a cliché but I right my wrongs I'm lying, I ain't trying, kill 'em all, I don't get along I wondered why my foes never wrote a song slagging PuKe Then I realised noone hates me as much as I do [Bridge] Days have been endless, friendless alone Sat bashing my head in resenting my phone My friends-list is vacant, I already said that My friendships are broke, I can't really help that