Heart Murmur

[Verse] I remember ripped seams seemed like catastrophes when the stitching had started to fray Now there's holes in my soles, feels like I lost control, feels like nothing is going my way I try to imply what I think with a sigh, but my breath is just holds me back Got myself to blame and a list full of names and a spine that looks like a knife rack [Hook] Heart murmur in my chest I didn't quite hear what it said Heart beating in my head I know I'll miss this when I'm dead [Verse] Remember my youth with what seems like a tint, it's blurry and full of my blues Cos when I think back, and try hard as I can, I can't seem to recall the truth I feel the hurt that I caused, but none that I got, I see things from a different view I guess that's okay cos as my sight fades it gives way to my exit in June