Allen

I never really got to express what I felt when you left.. I couldn't find the words to say Now I've got em I don't even know if I'm ready to let this all out but... This one's for you I got the call That no one wanted to get When they respect Someone who seems immune to death You were a Superman, walking with no Kryptonite But I just seen you, laying at the crypt tonight Now I’m wondering, how does this get fair? I smell death around the coroner, no fresh air I lost my cousin to his buzzin while drivin Like somebody drowning, while somebody else diving You were the brother that a nigga never had Now you’re just a brother a nigga’ll never have I laid down flowers but you couldn’t see the river Running down my face my thoughts were all a mixture How could he dismiss ya, everybody sayin’ it’s fine Listen to tapes of your voice as it play and rewind In my mind I couldn’t grip that you were gone that you left me But I could hear you sayin just move on don’t forget me Treasure every day, that’s why they call the present Baby comin’ to earth while you ascended to heaven I was talkin’ with my soul, and I couldn’t find the words To talk about my feelings I was angry with the world Man I couldn’t accept it, find out what the meaning of death is Now I'm just here stuck with the question When we die where do we go? Can we catch up? Can we laugh about the times we messed up? Can I just dap you up, say what’s happenin man I just wanna see you again To be honest, I never got over your death I don’t believe one should “get over” loved ones I’m not about to let go of a bond that took a lifetime A lifetime …... Look why you had to go man? We ain’t had a drink together Your child don’t even know you man And that... that driver How did he even have the audacity to be angry? I just hope that he can forgive himself... I can't Rest in peace. I love you