Until Then

[Verse 1] You see, every day remains the same for me I often wonder what it takes to just set me free I stare into this dark abyss that I know is my life No where to run, no where to hide, no way to cope or strife And everything I see is gray, now the colors are gone They slowly fade away into the lyrics of the song Searching for sanctuary peace of mind, but somethings wrong I lost myself along the way and its been far too long Somebody tell me wheres my kindred spirit (I try to transcend) And all I catch is interference (How will this all end?) Hoping that someone can hear this (Let pills dissolve in) I think I'm finally thinking clearest (just hope you feel this y'all!) [Hook] Things will never ever be the same again I hope that you will understand the pain I was in I wanna thank you for the times of being a friend Sorry I've reached the end, maybe I'll see you again Things will never ever be the same again I hope that you will understand the pain I was in I wanna thank you for the times of being a friend Sorry I've reached the end, maybe I'll see you again [Verse 2] All apologies to people that I will leave behind I can't explain the pain and rage that dwells inside of my mind I feel I've lost the war inside my head that keeps me alive And everything I've ever loved is gonna slowly subside Into the darkest night you've ever seen My soul is tainted, nothing clean Some say that life is but a dream But nightmares only come for me So tell me where they go With inner demons at my door Their always fighting for control And tryna be feeding off my soul No longer know my ups from downs No happiness, just only frowns I'm always staring at the ground Just hoping something comes around And now my visions blurry surely I'm fading fast and in a hurry (maybe death could finally cure me Never thought i'd leave this early) [Hook] [Bridge] (Same again) (Pain I was in) (Being a friend) (Maybe I'll see you again) (I try to transcend) (How will this all end?) (Let pills dissolve in) (Just hope you feel this y'all) [Hook]