Motor

The only time I close my eyes is when I fall asleep\ I don't blink, I don't even miss my family\ I'm a 24 year old, old man, with the program, set to go man\ Now that's important to me\ New demon women, make your way over\ I don't take care of my self until I'm hung over\ Leave it all behind is a reality of mine\ When my heart burns fire, Preface it is fine\ Medicated, disconnected, allocated\ Misdirected Gampo will die sooner or later\ Up all night, screaming to myself\ Do i need help or is this the bed I sleep in?\ Lost captain, cause action, words turn amenity\ Never will I live my life stuck in parenthesis\ Wanna talk to 'im, a murderer, king pin, arson\ I wanna hear him soft spoken\ Something that i'll never have is something that I want the most\ If I can't pedal i'll coast\ Birds sing congratulations for a good night\ Hold tight, sold out show, I need some peace and quiet\ Ying and bang, no yang, peeps expect the same\ Prof well outside of his frame\ Rich D-bags obey giants\ Force feed mirror images, remain silent\ Tread to get a head\ Who's the best? Yackety yack, cluck, so what?!\ It all makes me wanna throw up\ I need to sit down\ [Hook X2] Before I lay me down\ I'll have my world burnt down\ I'll have my family drown\ Don't touch my motor\ But every once in-while\ A woman touch me turn me into child\ I can fall asleep for now\[heh] When it's morning time\ I leave her drown\ I let her piece it out\ Reasons why I'm peacin' out\ To each his own\ I can't relax, I can't sit still\ I can't stay in one spot, I'm not a pin wheel\ Now others dream, I dream, I let em on the boat\ All ABOARD! Hope that we don't sink\ Clean, meal, 2% milk\ Double you, ICs, Pills, my memory includes spilled milk\ A mother, a cop car, a father, a porch in the summer\ Tears and some handcuffs\ Fifteen years later momma tell me pull my pants up\ Damn fuck, can't touch, i have been passed up\ Swimming in the water with my hands up\ I float seven year cycle, then a wave comes\ Its been seven years, i think its about time some one make one\ Brave son made one, earthquake turned tsunami\ I left i shifted the plate probably, and now I'm shifting the stick\ In control i taught myself how to drive that bitch\ I turn when i want, and now im turning away\ From friends from first grade, i leave my family for a maze\ New faces say trust me, they pop up/ They tell me they can help me, like I'm locked up\ But if it's all said and done, before i get what i want\ Let's see if i can burn everything that counts\ [Hook x4]