Dear, Sweet Death

A mouth full of pills, a noose around my neck Memories of what you killed still pounding in my chest A knife at my wrist and a gun up to my head Destiny is slowly running out of breath A mouth full of pills, a noose around my neck Memories of what you killed still pounding in my chest A knife at my wrist and a gun up to my head Destiny is slowly running out of breath [Cage Kennylz] When you're alone in the house sometimes you start to trip And memories you replay so much begin to skip I get so tired of thinking through all these sullen glands And throw myself on the rocks just trying to hold your hand You get impatient like me just trying to deal with me You took a shit on my art and said, "Its not MTV." Your little corporate mind, so pretty for the kids You have to get to agree with what your opinion is The gun's down; talk. No intervention necessary One foot in the cemetery, arm wrestles with death daily The attempts to live vicariously through are buried You could end your life with the cake knife the day you get married How'd these pills get in my mouth? Came home to God dead in my house Sex on the couch as a teen was like catching a mouse And I'm a worm in a bird's stomach dissolving Funny how the sun fucks each planet, differently revolving Chorus Everything within this place still reminds me of you I can even see your face while I'm tying my shoes I confided in you and you tied up the noose Lying to me through those eyes that I grew to love But you know what? enough's enough Because you fucked this up; you're such a slut The foundation we built is falling to the ground So face all your guilt stop stalling it right now You don't care for me. Compassion? You barely seem to have it Tearing seams on the mattress, I got the kerosene and matches So I can burn it down to the ground like you should have done before You should have shut the door, you stupid fucking whore Don't choose to love me more when you ruined what we forged Then threw it on the floor without any remorse You spit on my part of this mess, ripped my heart out of my chest Kiss the scars you laid to rest and sit far away from its death Chorus Chorus Your ghost still haunts me in my sleep Your scent still clawing at my sheets You tore the drawing of our peace Scorched the dawn we went to see Still trying to clean up shards of my broken heart because what I need was lost inside of open arms I fought and tried to show you our part of life would grow to bond, this harm is like a closing scar infected with memories Depression is wearing me thin Apparently this grim outlook adherently sticks until its tearing off my skin An addiction that is living within You can't even find the time just to sit and listen Chasing pills with the liquor The escape will seem quicker This tastes a little bitter This takes a skill that's bigger than rhyming on beats Now our time is deceased No more lying through your teeth Its lying underneath what I called mine in some peace Trying to increase its life with a please Chorus