Don't Exist

[Verse 1] I remember when we were young And I showed signs of a promising love I could hear church bells ringing But they never rang for us because I could never learn to trust (or commit) So you wrote that you would carry All the love for the both of us At the time I thought this would be enough I'll just wallow in some dying lust I remember when I was insane When I thought people didn't change [Verse 2] I thought we were making progress But your body language contradicts Your monologue of pretext so I'll admit I'm losing interest and my love was a pretense I'm tired of these failing attempts to balance myself Between what you want and the opinions of everyone else I keep rewinding progress. I know I'm a fiasco But it's not your fault, we were young and impressionable Though the man that you love doesn't love you at all He's still a good man. I'm still a good man. I guess [Bridge] Well I'll look at all the lonely people They say it's all my fault That I'm alone because I'm tenacious and I do not care So I'll just ignore the lonely people To them I know I don't, I don't exist [Hook](x9) I'm losing all my best friends We were all hypocrites I'm losing all my best friends and I don't exist I don't exist (x3)