God I’m Tired of Lying to You

[Intro] God, man, there's just something I wanna talk to you about man, I... I know right now, I'm probably Probably the last nigga you wanna hear from You know, man, I just want you to know, God, man I'm tired of lying to you [Chorus] God, I want you to know I'm so tired of lying to you And I don't even know the reason why in the fuck I even lied to you So if you stopped fucking with me right now, I understand But I guess that'll leave me out here thugging on my own, then God, I want you to know I'm so tired of lying to you And I don't even know the reason why in the fuck I even lied to you So if you stopped fucking with me right now, I understand But I guess that'll leave me out here thugging on my own, then [Verse 1] I told a motherfucker if I died today, I don't know where I'd go 'Cause a lot of us out here that think we going to Heaven and just ain't gon' go And some of us go to church every Sunday and still ain't gon' go God, I lied to you too much, that's the reason I don't know where I'm gon' go I remember that little hoe [?], man, I told you I wasn't gon' fuck raw no more I guess what I should've said is I wasn't gonna fuck her raw no more And after my homeboy got killed, I promised you I was gonna start coming to church But instead of coming to church, I jumped in the game, head first It seems like weddings and funerals are the only time I step foot in church But if I was locked up right now, shit, you would be my best friend 'Cause that's when niggas seem like the Lord's pointing they lives then My dog locked up and every time i talk to him, God all I'm hearing But like I told him, the crackers let him out tomorrow, he'd be back robbing again And I don't know why we sit down and lie to you 'bout some fuck shit And like they say, the ones that love you want a nigga to give they ass a kiss So I guess that's the best way to explain me and your relationship [Chorus] God, I want you to know I'm so tired of lying to you And I don't even know the reason why in the fuck I even lied to you So if you stopped fucking with me right now, I understand But I guess that'll leave me out here thugging on my own, then God, I want you to know I'm so tired of lying to you And I don't even know the reason why in the fuck I even lied to you So if you stopped fucking with me right now, I understand But I guess that'll leave me out here thugging on my own, then [Verse 2] I told my mama, shit, God must be a pain freak 'Cause after all these lies and broken promises, God still fuck with me I'ma be honest with you, God: shit, I wouldn't even fuck with me But when I was on my dick, shit, you couldn't stop hearing from me As soon as my money got straight, shit, you stopped hearing from me And after my brother got indicted, I promised you I was through with the dope game And as soon as them 22's came out, I got right back in the dope game I remember being on my knees, throwing up my insides The heavy yak in my system, felt like I was 'bout to fucking die And I told you I wasn't gonna drink no more, shit, there goes another lie And I know one day, all this thugging shit gotta come to an end And I understand that one day, my life got to come to an end [Chorus] God, I want you to know I'm so tired of lying to you And I don't even know the reason why in the fuck I even lied to you So if you stopped fucking with me right now, I understand But I guess that'll leave me out here thugging on my own, then God, I want you to know I'm so tired of lying to you And I don't even know the reason why in the fuck I even lied to you So if you stopped fucking with me right now, I understand But I guess that'll leave me out here thugging on my own, then [Monologue] God, man, there's just... There's so much fucked up with me right now, man, just... Trying to be out here and, you know Trying to get money and... Fuck with all these hoes and... You know, I, I find time for everything else But it seem like I don't never got no time for you And shit, my grandma always tell me, man I-I just need to just join somebody's church, man And, and give my life over to God, man And God, you just know, man Just right now, man, you better know than anybody, man You just, you just know I'm full of shit You know I ain't finna do right right now You know, I don't know if this gonna affect, you know what I'm saying Me, me getting into Heaven But you know, I just want you to know, man I'm, I'm just tired of lying to you, man And I feel like if I'ma deal with you I feel like I should deal with you like a real nigga And I don't know why You know, I've seen the, I've seen to lose focus in that, man And, you know, shit, I know you probably feel like I'm, I'm bullshitting you right now But you know, God, man, I, I, I just want you know, man I'm tired of lying to you, man And I just feel like if I'm gonna fuck with you I need to fuck with you all the way And, man, regardless of what, you know, a lot of people think, man Man, I, I'm trying to go to Heaven, man You got to know I got a good heart, man God, I just want you to know, man, I'm tired of lying to you [Chorus] God, I want you to know I'm so tired of lying to you And I don't even know the reason why in the fuck I even lied to you So if you stopped fucking with me right now, I understand But I guess that'll leave me out here thugging on my own, then God, I want you to know I'm so tired of lying to you And I don't even know the reason why in the fuck I even lied to you So if you stopped fucking with me right now, I understand But I guess that'll leave me out here thugging on my own, then