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[Link] I really wish that I could change what's going on I really wish that I could explain to you in a song That I'm sorry for causing all of this hurt Oh if only I could put it into words [Hook] The chorus is easy The middle ain't too And I struggle with the verses Just like I struggle with you I went all sleazy Made friends with a drug [?] It just wasn't worth it Cheating on you [Verse 1] Up in this jail they call me the recluse I won't leave my cell cause it reminds me of you, it's true Our relationship was effed like this prison After time I felt stuck like I was put in a position Cause you smothered me too much when I just needed you to listen It was hard to adjust from the life that I'd been living Previously, I know I went on deviously But that's only cause I was used to being single and free Before you came along and made yourself a part Of my life, like a wife, girl you stole my heart But a leopard can't change his spots At least, not until he dies and rots And I'm sure that's probably why I'm up in the spot With more than enough time to think about what I've lost Once you say it ain't been easy, like words I can't pronounce To write this letter while I still miss weather, waiting for a drought Cause just like the chorus to this song that came about Quicker than the verse, I know it hurts when you can't work out What's going wrong cause it started so good Hopefully this song will sum it up the way I hoped it would [Hook] [Verse 2] I struggle with these lines just like I struggled something bad To stop you finding out that I'd been messing with slags Behind your back, when I was out on tour I pursued them shamelessly, I acted like a whore The way these lifeless tarts leave reminded me of something sore [?] Of how I used to go out every night looking to score I tried to keep my head down but still they'd give me hell The screws are bent, they won't prevent them entering my cell Only time will tell if my stretch here is borrowed I guess I'll find out soon, maybe it's tomorrow My head ain't right, the thoughts I'm having are of murder Cause man in here are threatening sexual acts I've never heard of I wish the ground would swallow me, can't suffer this no further I'd rather be six feet deep beneath the terra firma Than become somebody's bitch, just like you were to me It's a shame I have to go through all this to make you see How I treated you was wrong and I betrayed you in this song This might be my only chance cause man here want me gone I'm gonna stand strong until I think of something When I do, I'll let you know but right now I've got nothing [Link] [Hook]