It All Starts To Show

[Hook:] It all starts to show All the thoughts that I fight in my head I should write 'em but I hide 'em instead It's alright cause I'll find 'em again and it's when It all starts to show I lie awake and ponder life itself Kinda lost within it all but trying to find myself I find myself in the same place In a haste as the days waste Not being patient or lazy and complacent Wage war, afraid, but I maintain my sword Raised in a way made to take aim at more Amazed as we weighed late to stay sane I pause and think as I listen You blink and you miss it, yeah It's hard for me to make sense of it all Cause in essence I'm too sensitive and censor it all It's a centre of why we're even sent here at all And if we were made for a reason, why's there pain in believing in that? Try to see where I'm at, I need to take apart My brain but still leave it intact, in fact it's Like, it's like the damage of a thought And the panic it can cause is so strong but vanishes before I can form an answer So where I get sick of how we live but I wish I didn't care but I do Can't decipher all the code it provides But I just hope that in time [Hook:] It all starts to show All the thoughts that I fight in my head I should write 'em but I hide 'em instead It's alright cause I'll find 'em again and it's when It all starts to show [Verse 2:] I can't help but reminisce on all the setbacks I've been given but shit I should try to let that go Cause I know I'll only end up on that dark street Where your heart beats hard until you can't breathe right And you're in trouble but you can't see why Nah I don't wanna go back there I wasted time playing chess trying to make the right move Till I learned that success was just a state of mind; Not the place you find in all the pictures When you pick a magazine up, even though it seems Like it is, the things that you see, and think that you need Are nothing once you got em I wonder why you want them in the first place If your payday just went to this You found a gateway to emptiness If this is you but don't know what to do All I can say is well hopefully soon [Hook:] It all starts to show All the thoughts that I fight in my head I should write 'em but I hide 'em instead It's alright cause I'll find 'em again and it's when It all starts to show [Verse 3:] I like to look at how it's so accepted For people to try and put you down. Just look Around and you'll see it, yeah it's here, yeah it's there They take it out on you cause they're scared Gimme the beat back And all our women, once born we deceive them They're raised to see marriage as some sort of achievement They see no choice but to come forth and believe it For Mum that was what her aim was, now she's got her brain washed too On the same shit, kill her voice then Stand in line and find a man to fill a void when It doesn't work, shit love can hurt Actually it doesn't but just find something first Then there's those who can handle the thought Of all the stuff it uncovers if nothing's above us And seek these religions and preach their difference But I wonder what they teach, is it belief or business? Think of all the power your belief beholds So why would you restrict it to just one way of thinking If it's too late for you to be the one I save All I'll say is I hope one day [Hook:] It all starts to show All the thoughts that I fight in my head I should write 'em but I hide 'em instead It's alright cause I'll find 'em again and it's when It all starts to show It all starts to show It all starts to show It all starts, It all starts, It all starts, It all starts to show