Heavy Heart

Experience these things My chest digs further in and it gets hard to breathe Don’t fight it Make this easy Sometimes I wish I had wings Fly far away from this life It’s a long road It’s a long road As the water beads upon the window Turn the sad song up on the radio What's left with me is a memory When the flesh moves on Such curiosity These thoughts go on all day And it takes hold of me But fighting isn't easy Sometimes I wish I had wings Fly far away from this life It’s a long road It’s a long road As the water beads upon the window Turn the sad song up on the radio Will the voices haunt when the flesh moves on And the clouds block out the rays When the feeling hangs upon a halo I can only try my best just to let it go What's left with me is a memory And the things I have to say Resting now, their bodies hit the ground Nightmares creep over me I hear the sounds (Yes they all hit the ground) Children scream, their mothers bleed hung upside down Scarlet ropes and sadistic minds surround me I spent all of my life confined in secrecy What you see is but shell of what I am on the inside Clouds of blackness strike lightning There’s nothing above I’m falling, falling, I’m falling below (There’s nothing above) As the water beads upon the window Turn the sad song up on the radio Will the voices haunt when the flesh moves on And the clouds block out the rays When the feeling hangs upon a halo I can only try my best just to let it go What's left with me is a memory And the things I have to say