Driver

Watch me, I'm kicking the wall I'll break through it before I go And leave a hole my shape in everything you know Death comes last to the party Meanwhile I'm biding my time So you can't take your own life That's cutting in line Fear not the big drag It's not that you're going to be lost It's just less likely that you'll be found Find someone to worship now The rest is silence, other, outside Below, beneath, and how - And petition against your imagination You don't know shit about me Focus on yourself And the choices you make Between your pleasure and growing up Lovely, it's amazing How nothing ever changes I know that hurt can go on forever It strips the taste from the constellations I know nothing lasts forever I know that hurt can go on and on Cause I eat stress and I shit blood And buddy, I'll tell you, it never gets better When the ache gets too extreme, remember That this retreat from memory is your right And nothing's going to work Retreat from what you've come to know as right He steps to the dress and my skin Hell ripped the fucking river open To some other world they dragged me I have a history of surrender Part of a certain set of choices Found among the many paths Forged by lies I told myself Lies like 'I will be protected' Lies like 'death might forget me' Like 'home is where I'm never invited' Like 'my voice provides a light' Like 'I can have everything I want before I die'