Hades' Rollercoaster

I never been scared of heights Till I faced it But I gotta jump off fear Cause that's all I've really been chasing All that I remember I seem to wanna erase it But its all written in pen And memories cannot pretend, I'm wasted Making Changes to my life it needed to Happen I couldn't give these people doubting any satisfaction I couldn't show these people hating a form of reaction When they look over my shoulder see my feet be running backwards Cans of the Loko with bags of the chronic I guess the mirror ain't the only person That's hearing me honest tonight I put a fight up A battle inside my mental It captured a rapture You call it rap and I call it capture A fucking Hennessy bomb It recollected my palm to these fortune tellers While drunk dialing my mom Like they better tell 'em that I'm better I put my life inside these letters I ain't escaping through the devils vendetta (That's Cause) My conscious on the right side proudly Never traded god but Hades creates cars But my drive always been grade A I don't need a plan B, You mufuckas gon' See (C) Uhn, Mitchell and Ness on top like the Jets In the train where they cutting ass Skipping class, living fast Drinking a Snapple Chilling in the apple The friends become fam And the fam becomes gravel Damn, Man I be thinking bout my life at home And how I'm vicarious living through these fucking songs And I would never diss an inspiration But I'm feening cause ya boi ain't seen competition in ages I'm like a Young Gene in the flesh If its Lord Willin then you know I give the best Oh yes hell no, I be high I be low Oh yes hell no, I be high I be low Unh Yea, You skating on a Roller coaster Grinding on these bars until they reel you closer And I'm conductor, dolla signs Till we getting model mind Sipping Moscato wine with Toronto Dimes (But) I be staring at these fueling pictures Jealousy coming from Instagram Filters Praying that these feelings will drop And then My thoughts get rusty, we need a pit stop I wanna go to London just to get away I know my freedoms here, but my mind is enslaved Sitting on the futon talking 'bout the future Tired of waiting but I'm always up procrastinating Smoking Weed, Sparking a Creative Gene I'm just contemplating how id live if I was on the scene Until the time comes I'm just staring at the clock Cause you can't be surprised if you knew about the drop (Change Up) Gold Chains and a Rolex kid This is when I switch it up Like I just got caught serving bricks I was back in dreamland Still whiter than a ski tan Population Nightmares But I was living right there Smoking weed on that recliner I call that my high chair Getting Buzzed I'm tryna remember all of my light years Heavy weighted, Heavily Sedated fill the cup Even though these loops are hazardous to what I'm thinking of Twilight Zone theory I can't read my phone clearly Falls out of my grip Like the chicks I used to hold dearly Lost Em all, give a damn, too many I ain't say that I ain't love them but we just ain't friendly Goals got every I be focused on 'em all So no wonder why I'm envy when I see these rappers ball Billion dollars calls be the only thing I'll sign for Unless a maxim model is chilling behind a dime door Yea, I'm Fantasized with fantasizing Can't appreciate reality unless you got a Imagination that got you racing,No time for clubs Just doing what you want Cause it is what you love I don't live to eat I eat to live I feel like Martin I'm trying to reach places only seen with Aladdin's carpet I parked it when I was organizing real life and dreams Flow it back when I started they looking at me retarded oh well I'm tryna be where the rain ain't dark I'm ain't tryna be where the pain all starts I'm tryna be where the suns brunette And the cake is a real with a cool lil chest That's my other Side, the brother side I hate to hide it You ever feel like life's a Roller coaster You scared to ride it, I know Put me on that stage and I swear to god that I'll flow Swear to god I'll let it all go in a minute I'm Never gon' drop, never gon' flop (x5) Never gon' drop