I'm Not to Blame

The night becomes the day The darkness is swept away My life became the death The pain was in my last spoken breath They always rely Too much on me They hide and think I can't see They offer up their lies I see it lurking behind their eyes I'm not to blame The door has been left wide They have been left to decide It seems the more I gave The less I got, the more that they crave They always rely Too much on me They hide and think I can't see They think it's all a game And when it's done they call out my name But I'm not to blame I held the will to live But I decided to give In ways they could decry But choose instead to watch as I die They always rely Too much on me But they don't realise They always rely So much on me That they don't realise It's not up to me