Thrown Away

[Intro] I am a mess I made a huge mess I can’t control myself [Verse 1] I kill the rhyme again, I’m coming sick and on time again Words manifest from deep inside where people hide within It’s chemical, unbalanced on the triple beam, what? Fuck what you heard, It’s about what I seen I seen it happen, back hand and brand to face smacking Definite disorder, now his mindset is blackened The doctors say, "He's got the brain of a murderer" This rugged style steals you brain [Pre-Chorus] And my heart is bleeding and this pain it will not pass It's not receding and my body's going numb A bad trip child, rolling stoned keeping high He don’t know what he’s doing, he just keeps getting by [Chorus] Thrown away I want to be Thrown away [Verse 2] He’s born sick, nothing in his hands but his dick He couldn’t handle pressure, he couldn’t handle shit For the life he was leading lead him down the wrong path Where guns blast, don’t give a shit about the God’s wrath Don’t want to talk to the counselor doctor Tell them what’s real, to tell them what’s proper Situation unclear I pray And I know it gets worse everyday [Pre-Chorus] [Chorus] [Verse 3] I am a mess I’ve made a huge mess I can’t control myself I’m losing it I’ve lost it I’ve spealt all my marbles Because I see you inside of me Sometimes I want to be thrown away Because I see you inside of me Sometimes I want to be thrown away A hyper spaz and that is me Sometimes I want to be thrown away Thrown away (Voices in my head) Don’t tell me to do it cause I will now [Outro] They’re screaming