My Heart Is A Fist

[Verse 1] I surrender I know I have been a pretender You can have this guilt this misery I wear so well I wave my flag I sound the alarm Somebody stop me before I do any harm I surrender I know I have been a pretender I am living a dead life I am staring into the headlights Of a get away car that will take me out of my mind tonight Crash and burn s.o.s. somebody help me get out of this mess of a dead life I am burning under the spotlight [Chorus:] My heart is a fist drenched in blood My soul will fight again My heart is a fist drenched in blood My soul will rise again [Verse 2] Take a look at these hollow eyes- one last look before I say goodbye To this candle-lit nightmare I feel like can never escape So watch me fall from grace - watch me carve my hate In the heart of a lover I feel I can never escape my fate [Chorus] [Verse 3] I see you on your cloud looking down I am on my knees today but you do not notice me I see you on your cloud looking down I am on my knees today but you don't notice me You do not notice me[x2] I am screaming while I pray While I pray While I pray You do not notice me I am sick of you, God I am done with you I see you on your cloud looking down I am on my knees today but you do not notice me