An Ex Love Song

[Intro] Bros before hoes Why? Because your bros are always there for you They have got your back After your ho rips your heart out, for no good reason And you were nothing but great to your ho And you told her that she was the only ho for you An that she was better than all the other hoes in the world And then, suddenly She's not yo' ho no mo' [Verse] I'm sittin' in a room by myself All by myself Baby when you gone just know your presence is felt I'm seein' you around, seem like your cool with this I'm lookin' at my heart like what I'mma do with it I'm guessin' it's over basically Steady tryna figure out who I can replace you with But I can't face you bitch Time we was wastin' bitch I don't mean no disrespect No that's not your name you bitch Sometimes I hate you bitch Most of the time I love you Always made love to you No, I never fucked you Put nothin' above you I'm always thinkin' of you Tryna get you off my mind In turn I think I lost my mind I don't think my heart can find Anybody that can stimulate my body heart and mind Quite like you did Or you do When you've been so truthful But at other times she Be lyin' through her goddamn teeth and I can tell But, will we shine through the rain sleet and hail, hun? She was like, "I don't know, only time will tell us" [Hook] She said I want you but I don't wanna want you no mo' She said I feel you but I don't wanna feel you no mo' She said I like you but I don't wanna like you no mo' I said damn I said damn, damn She said I need you but I don't wanna need you no mo' She said I miss you but I don't wanna miss you no mo' She said I love you but I don't wanna love you no mo' I said damn I said damn, damn [Verse 2] Now I haven't gotten laid in a while and it's pitiful I'm waitin' for my ex-girl to stop feeling miserable So we can get physical I understand you don't want a man But don't take it out on my dick 'cuz he's individual She broke up with me through a text And later on I'm discussing things with my future ex, that's you Wish I ain't sketch you as much as I did do Got me reminiscin' and wishin' I was with you Mm, I'm just sayin' I miss you I tried to keep in reach but I guess I missed you Yo, and I can't help but feel like it's really over Day's gettin' warmer, heart's gettin' colder Many more nights you remain un-sober, no chaser While I'm chasin' dreams writin' on the sofa And you know that ain't my style baby I'm too borin' and um, you're too wild baby Wow baby [Hook] She said I want you but I don't wanna want you no mo' She said I feel you but I don't wanna feel you no mo' She said I like you but I don't wanna like you no mo' I said damn I said damn, damn She said I need you but I don't wanna need you no mo' She said I miss you but I don't wanna miss you no mo' She said I love you but I don't wanna love you no mo' I said damn I said damn, damn [Verse 3] I admit I got used to the thought of you You did too And sent me signs I never caught on to I'm inducin' cryin' Google says it relieves stress Well I'm still stressed and cryin' don't relieve shit It's funny how death can make us wanna find out what our worth is But we never really see the beauty in where birth is We want perfect, but nobody's perfect We'd rather concentrate on what's not workin' When we hurtin' and when things ain't perfect But nothing's ever perfect So we often close curtains When I say we, I mean you 'Cuz you promised me that you would follow through But you ain't tryna sacrifice everything I guess, you ain't really want that wedding ring I mean, we was never gonna progress When we spent half of the time back-peddling I could've fixed it though [Hook] She said I want you but I don't wanna want you no mo' She said I feel you but I don't wanna feel you no mo' She said I like you but I don't wanna like you no mo' I said damn I said damn, damn She said I need you but I don't wanna need you no mo' She said I miss you but I don't wanna miss you no mo' She said I love you but I don't wanna love you no mo' I said damn I said damn, damn [Verse 4] Whaddup I don't know what love is All I know is that my dad found god when he found his And I can't even stand to be surrounded By anything but you And when you gone Just know I'm always thinkin' of you And you strong 'Cuz my words can't budge you Now I'm alone lookin' in the mirror like "Fuck you" 'Cuz I was wrong And I know I can't even blame you for leavin' me 'Cuz I was always tryna tame you I need to be by your side I got a question Do you believe in me? Do you believe in us And maybe you were sent for me? Do you believe that we were meant to be? If so, don't let this turn into a memory I love that raspy voice it's so heavenly Can't nobody deny, we have chemistry But, you have all of my empathy It seems like hurtin' you was my specialty I wanna say it won't happen but I can't guarantee But I'll react more carefully, with less jealousy And let me know when you're prepared for that mentally And I can't help but feel that you're my destiny A little ivory mixed with some ebony A future life a little planned out pregnancy You're my future wife, that's crazy 'Cuz I never seen anyone in that light girl So in a sense, you gave me sight girl With that bein' said, dont' lose the fight girl Don't let me burn my place down like that white girl, I'm playin I'm just sayin' I hate this I hate when I say I miss you, you don't say shit I hate the fact that I said I'm done waitin' I guess that was just me bein' impatient I hate that I can't hold you tight in my arms I hate knowin' that I was the source of your harm I hate that I hate that I hate a lot But a hug and kiss from you can make it stop I hate the thought of my baby with another guy But I also hate the fact that I can make you cry But on our good days you know we felt like we could fly I just need a second chance to make it right I do love the fact that I love you I love when I say it, you say "I love you too" I love the thought of bein' around you I love the way you eat food And the way you chew, that's weird ain't it? [Verse 5] Follow your heart not what your fear's sayin' Follow your heart not what your brain thinkin' Follow your heart 'cuz I'm right here waitin' Follow your heart Every night I been prayin' that you'll follow your heart And you'll realize we can make it I cherish Tuesdays 'cuz that's when I see your face But I don't say nothin' 'cuz I wanna give you space But not too much 'cuz I don't wanna be replaced 'bay I can't move on You can't either How can I show you I changed if I don't see ya? I feel good 'Cuz of what I see in us Follow your heart and start to believe in us So I guess what I'm sayin' is That I'm still waitin' Yeah, and I still got faith in this And if we don't work out then I guess I'm goin' atheist