Hell On My Shoulders

[Intro] This song goes out To everyone [Verse 1] I know I've mistakes that I know I am not proud of Thought that killing the foes and the snakes would bring about the outcome Used to think telling people who's number one was relevant for making an album Abusing people to get revenge without knowing how they feel just to have fun Who have I become and look at what I've done In order to sum up who I am I'd probly have to run And realize what Im doing again but this time I hope you know that I meant it Cause I am not exactly what society had intended But all I want to do is shatter the expectations of people I offended Some rappers, misogynists, my heart bleeds for battered women I know I don't deserve heaven, I just want to see the entrance So I can apologize to the people that are apart of my redemptions People say Im over exaggeratin but they don't know how I'm feelin How can you judge me when you've never had my shoes to be in Dr. Phil on couch, tell me exactly what you thing your seein Look at all these mistakes, I have nothing to believe in Look at these mistakes and tell me what your seein [Break] Why does the world have to be so tough [Verse 2] I hold my head and then I cry Without people in life to guide me I'd probly die Can't imagine what they did to make it, I can't pay that price