What I Love, Will Kill Me

[Intro] Yeah, (coughs) Yeah, I remember.. I remember when I.. (clears throat) Yeah.. [Verse 1] I remember when I flipped open my t-mail Doing designs for beats over e-mail Sound clicking, them dudes is down with it I wanted to crown with it Used to envision me hitting retail I'm going for blood right now I don't eat kale Knew what happened when we buzz Shout outs to (?) Heard the shit you dropping, mm It's kinda weak, frail I don't feel nothing bitch I don't even speak brail They won't me to stay quiet Tired I don't apply it Motherfucker I'm wired I'm finna start a riot This my middle finger to the world You could tour the globe, sing to all those little girls But I'm trying to change the way we think Naw I ain't lying But I wouldn't be mad if I saw my momma rocking me Why you mad at Kendrick? Shit, I'm glad he said it You out here to kill everyone else So why do you see me? I only write a sentence if I'm in it You ain't study this game, you have poor (?)attendance(?) I got shit on my mind, I think it's time to vent it You must be dumb deaf or blind Cause all your shit's horrendous Used to get it popping over (?) Geting rhymes up with dollars when it was my only option When It was my only outlet (?) Mountain, I found it Climbed to the top then I shout this "This my world, yes this my world You can suck my dick til' it makes you hurl" Didn't come this far to fall Used to study, but this shit's like (?) Ten minutes I want go with him and inhale that tar As a kid, shit got hard I was mad at god But I can't hate that man he was doing his job Now I'm only this strong cause of the shit that I saw Uh, now they say I ain't repping But wait, here's the real question Am I supposed to rep a place who never gave a fuck about me Did them little rappers see him even want to talk about me? Let's be honest, really only like two of us popping One of them is slept on with all the shit that he's dropping And he, backed by a legend, isn't that enough? Please, (?) This might take a second, yeah Huh, and if you feel me you feel me And if you feel a certain way chances are you guilty If I broke your heart Be my guest, go and bill me I play that part Knowing that what I love will eventually kill me [Outro] If it hasn't already..